Chapter 8

After an hour of travel, they reached home. Tae carried all the things inside, while Jin went out to open Jungkook’s door. He looked at the sleeping bunny, smiled at him, and noticed the distress on Jungkook’s face and his sweaty forehead. Concerned, he gently patted Jungkook’s arm to wake him. Jungkook stirred in his sleep. “Jungkook-ah, Kookie,” Jin tried again.

Jungkook flinched and opened his eyes, breathing heavily. Jin’s eyes filled with worry. “Are you okay, Kook?” he asked gently. Jungkook nodded while breathing heavily. Jin took out a water bottle and handed it to Jungkook, who gulped the water. “Now okay?” Jin asked. Jungkook nodded. Jin smiled and said, tucking Jungkook’s hair behind his ears, “Let’s go in, we’re home.” Jungkook nodded and went inside with Jin.

“Go and freshen up, then come down,” Jin said. Jungkook nodded and went to his room, running up the stairs. “Don’t run, Kookie,” Jin said again. Jungkook obeyed. Once Jungkook got into his room, he closed the door and jumped on the bed. He breathed heavily, rubbed his temples, and muttered, “These dreams, ahhh, why?”

After a while, he went and freshened up, then went downstairs. He saw Tae and Jin in the living room, sitting and laughing. Jungkook sighed and sat on the couch, taking out his phone. “Kook, come on, let’s eat lunch,” Tae said. “No, I don’t want to,” Jungkook said, his eyes on his phone. “Why? Eat a little,” Jin said. “No, I don’t have an appetite,” Jungkook said, still looking at his phone. “Do you always skip meals?” Tae asked Jungkook. Jungkook looked at him with a cold face. “Sometimes,” Jungkook said.

“Kook, you should not skip your meals. It’s not good for your health,” Jin said gently. Jungkook hummed annoyingly. “Okay, just drink a cup of milk,” Tae said. Jungkook was about to open his mouth to speak, but Jin said, “No tantrums, come and sit with us,” Jin said and held Jungkook’s hand, taking him to the dining table.

They sat down, and the maids served lunch to Jin and Tae. Jungkook sat there waiting for his milk as the maid was preparing it.

Soon, a maid gave him the milk in a big glass. Jungkook sighed and took it in his hands, which were a little hot. He slowly took sips while thinking about something. Jin and Tae also ate.

“Hyung-gie,” a voice was heard. “The duck is here,” Tae mumbled. “Nae, Jimin-ah, we are here,” Jin shouted. Jimin came in, dressed casually. Jungkook also looked at him, still sipping his milk. “Hyung-ie, I’m tired,” Jimin said, sitting on the chair. “My poor Chim, did all the work, huh?” Jin asked, passing him a glass of water. Jimin nodded and said, “That grumpy cat made me do all of it,” Jimin said, drinking water. Jin and Tae chuckled. “Did you eat?” Jin asked. “Hmm, those green grasses, eww,” Jimin said, making faces. Jin smacked his head. “Yeah, it’s healthy,” Jin said. “Ouch, yeah, yeah, good for cows,” Jimin said, rubbing his head. Jin chuckled.

“Kookie, you didn’t eat lunch?” Jimin asked, looking at Jungkook. Jungkook shook his head no. “Why?” Jimin asked. “I don’t have an appetite,” Jungkook said plainly. “Oh, but you should not skip your meals, Kook. It’s not good for your health,” Jimin said. Jungkook hummed annoyingly. “Hyung, see who is advising about health,” Tae said, teasing Jimin. “Yah!” Jimin smacked Tae’s shoulder. “Ouch, you mor- I mean idiot,” Tae corrected himself when Jin saw him with a raised eyebrow.

“Where is Yoongi, Jimin-ah?” Jin asked. “That grandpa is speaking with someone outside,” Jimin said. “Nae nae yeah, arrange the meeting tomorrow morning, hmm, I don’t want any mistakes in the meeting. Inform all the Mr. Kim is going to come for the meeting tomorrow. Hmm okay,” it was Yoongi, speaking. He came inside while speaking. He sat near Jungkook, after hanging up, he said, “Good evening, guys,” he said warmly. “Good evening,” Jin and Tae greeted back. “Meeting arranged?” Jin asked. “Hmm yes, hyung, tomorrow morning,” Yoongi replied. He looked at Jungkook who was sipping his milk. “Did you like Korea, Kook?” he asked softly, caressing Jungkook’s hair. Jungkook gave a nod. Yoongi smiled.

“Where is Uncle?” Jimin asked. “He went out with Hyun Woo Uncle,” Jin said. Jimin nodded. Jungkook stood up and left to the kitchen to keep the glass on the sink. He went to his room without saying anything. Everyone looked at him. “He is so silent,” Jimin said, looking at Jungkook. “Just unlike you,” Tae added. Jimin glared at Tae. Tae chuckled.

after lunch they went to living room, tae and jimin were focused in playin games while jin and yooongi was speaking about something.

“By the way, hyung, did Uncle talk anything about it?” Yoongi asked, his voice serious. Jin shook his head no. “He didn’t open the topic, but I think he might open it in a few days,” Jin said. “Do you think he changed Hyung-ie?” yoongi asked. Jin chuckled bitterly and said, “Of course not. A devil will never change into a fairy. I think he is acting just to get his prey. We should not fall for his trap.” yoongi nodded, agreeing with Jin.

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(what you guys thingk about it?? and do you think mr kim is a good man??)

With Jungkook

After entering his room, he laid on the bed. He stared at the ceiling, chuckled bitterly, and said, “They are so happy.” He muttered bitterly, “But why the fuck are they speaking like that with me? I fucking hate it. I don’t want someone to care for me. Why, what, how? How many questions will they ask? What’s wrong with them if I don’t eat or die? Just a bunch of motherfucking shits. Soon, they’ll show their true faces.” Jungkook muttered bitterly. He scoffed and said, “How can they show care towards a killer?” he said with a bitter grin. He pulled out his mobile, scrolled it again, and unknowingly fell asleep after hours of scrolling.

Later that day (night)

Jimin and Yoongi left for their home. Jin and Tae were in the living room watching TV. Their attention went to Mr. Kim and Hyun Woo, who had just entered the home. Tae and Jin stood up and greeted them. Mr. Kim smiled warmly, looking at them. He sat on the couch. “When did you all come?” Mr. Kim asked. “Evening, Appa,” Tae said. Mr. Kim smiled. “Did you both eat dinner?” Mr. Kim asked. “No, Dad, we can eat together,” Jin said. Mr. Kim smiled. “Where is Jungkook?” Hyun Woo asked. “He is in his room, Uncle,” Tae said. “Oh.” “Uncle, come and eat,” Tae said. “No, Tae, I’ll go. I have–” Hyun Woo was cut off when Jin spoke. “No, Uncle, you are eating, that’s it,” Jin said. Hyun Woo sighed and nodded, “Okay.” Jin and Tae chuckled. “Okay, go and sit. I’ll call Kook,” Tae said and went to Jungkook’s room.

Jungkook flinched and woke when he heard the door knock. He sat straight, breathing heavily, and a voice was heard, “Kookie, open the door, Jungkook-ah.” The voice was deep and familiar. “Kookie, please open the door, please, Kook, please,” a voice was heard in his ears. It wasn’t Tae. He breathed heavily, his hands shivered, and he flinched hard when the door was knocked again. His breaths were heavy. “Jungkook-ah, it’s me, Tae. Open the door,” he heard Tae’s voice. He realized it was Taehyung, not him. He took a deep breath, calming himself. “N-nae, coming,” he said and stood up. He opened the door. There stood Tae with a smiling face. “Were you sleeping?” Tae asked softly. Jungkook gave a nod. “What do you want?” Jungkook asked. “Come for dinner,” Tae said. Jungkook let out a sigh and nodded. “I’ll freshen up and come,” Jungkook said. “Hmm, come fast,” Tae said and left.

Jungkook closed the door and sat on the bed. He held his head with both hands and mumbled in a broken voice, “I’m sorry, please don’t come in my dreams, please, ahh.” He held his head tightly, feeling sudden pain. Being frustrated, he punched the wall, his knuckles turning reddish. He stoped and breathed heavily. After some deep breaths, he went to the bathroom. He looked at himself in the mirror, his sweaty face, red eyes, messy hair, and red face. He gritted his teeth. He washed his face with cold water. He took the bandage off from his face; the wound was gone, just a little reddish. He sighed and went out after wiping his face.

He went downstairs to see everyone seated in the dining hall. Jungkook made his way there, bowed to Mr. Kim, and sat near Hyun Woo. Hyun Woo looked at him, sensing something was wrong. The maids served the dinner. All started eating. Jungkook took the chopsticks, his hand still a little shaky. But he managed to take some bites. He was eating silently, but he looked up when Mr. Kim called him. “Jungkook,” his voice was not too cold but a little cold. “N-nae,” Jungkook said. “Do you like here?” Mr. Kim asked, Jungkook understood he was asking on purpose. Jungkook clenched his fists, took a deep breath, and said, “I like it,” unwillingly. “Hmm, happy that you like here,” Mr. Kim said with a smirk. Jungkook nodded and continued eating.

“Btw, Jungkook-ah, from tomorrow start going to university. I already did all the procedures,” Mr. Kim said. “From tomorrow itself?” Tae asked, exclaimed. “Hmm, his study is important, right, Tae?” Mr. Kim said softly. Tae nodded. Jungkook was staring at him. “Which university?” Jungkook asked. “Yonsei University. Tae and Jimin are also studying here,” Mr. Kim said. Jungkook nodded. “After eating dinner, go and buy the things. Go with your hyungs,” Mr. Kim said. Jungkook nodded, while clenching his fists. Hyun Woo, who noticed this, held his hands and tapped in an assuring way.

Jungkook sighed and continued eating. “How is your study going, Tae?” Mr. Kim asked, a little bitterly as Tae didn’t take the course Mr. Kim asked for. His dream was to become an architect. “Good, Dad. It’s going too good,” Tae said. Mr. Kim nodded. Jungkook left from there after eating. Soon, all finished their dinner. “Tae, you go with Jungkook,” Jin said as he and Hyun Woo wanted to speak something about some business work. “Nae, Hyung-ie,” Tae said and left to change.

Tae was driving the car, as usual, Jungkook was looking out. “Umm, what is your dream, Kook?” Tae asked. “I don’t have dreams,” Jungkook said, chuckling at the word ‘dream’. “Huh, umm, which course did you take?” “Business,” Jungkook said plainly. “Oh, you like business?” Tae asked. Jungkook hummed in response.

Soon, they reached the mall. They both went in and bought stationery, books, and shoes. “Come, we should buy uniforms too,” Tae said, holding Jungkook’s hand. “Uniforms?” Jungkook asked, as he never wore uniforms for school in Italy, and there were no uniforms for universities there. “Yeah, here we should wear uniforms,” Tae said. “Oh,” Jungkook said, and they went to buy the uniforms. After buying the uniforms, they walked in the mall. “Want anything else?” Tae said, taking one bag from Jungkook’s hand. Tae was already carrying some bags, as well as Jungkook. jungkook shook his head as no. tae nodded with a smile, “wanna have any snacks?” tae asked cheerfully, jk sook his heard, “aish common lets go and get something”. he said warmly and held jungkook’s hand, annd draged him to th stalls,jungkook was looking at the hands. after eatin g They returned to home.

When they entered the hall, they saw Jin sitting there scrolling his mobile. Jin put away his mobile when he noticed Tae and Jungkook. “You both came, did you buy everything?” Jin asked “nae, Hyung-ie, we did,” Tae said. Jungkook also gave a nod and was about to go to his room but stopped when Jin called him. “Jungkook-ah, Dad called you, go and meet him, then go to sleep,” Jin said softly. Jungkook nodded and went to his room. He kept the things there and went to Mr. Kim’s room.

He took a deep breath before knocking. He knocked on the door. “Come in,” he heard Mr. Kim’s voice. When he entered, he saw Mr. Kim seated there doing something on his laptop. Jungkook bowed to him. “You called me,” Jungkook said. “Hmm, yeah,” Mr. Kim said and closed his laptop, looking at Jungkook with a cold gaze. Jungkook gulped. “So, I called to warn you. I want you to get above 98% in all subjects. I want you to be the top ranker in the university. If you don’t get this, I am sure you’ll see hell for sure. Understood?” Mr. Kim said in a serious, cold voice.

Jungkook gulped and nodded. In an instant, he got a tight slap on his bruised shoulder. Jungkook held his shoulder in pain and whispered in pain, “Why the fuck did you hit me?”, mr kim again gave a tight slap on his shoulder “no cursing here, i think you forget all the lesson huh? one day i’ll give yyou the best lesson, and use your fucking mouth if i speak anything” Mr. Kim said sternly and angrily.

Jungkook bowed while saying, “I am sorry.” “Hmm, and you are not going to work for some days. You’ll just do the assignments and projects I give you at home. Understood?” Mr. Kim said. “Nae,” Jungkook said. “Hmm, and yeah, I don’t want any complaints from the university, and especially, I don’t want you to make any friends. Understood?” Jungkook nodded and said, “Nae.” “Hmm, behave with your hyungs. You may leave,” Mr. Kim said. “Nae,” Jungkook said and bowed, leaving the room.

He went to his room and closed the door. He breathed heavily. He gritted his teeth and clenched his fists. Angry, he hit the wall, hitting it while breathing heavily. “You are an idiot, Jungkook, a selfish and psycho,” voices echoed in his head. He covered his ears and said, “Yes, I am an idiot, a psycho, and a selfish,” he muttered. He took a deep breath and went to his bag, taking some pills. They were sleeping pills. He took two and laid on his bed, turning off the light. “Don’t think about anything, just sleep,” Jungkook said to himself and closed his eyes.

After some minutes of turning and tossing in bed, he couldn’t sleep. “Hahh,” he held his head in frustration. He looked out of the window. He went to it and opened the window, the cool air carressing his hair.

He smiled and looked at the moon. He held his chain and said, “how are you both? are you both happy there?… I-I am really sorry… I betrayed all, right? I am sorry for that, but it’s not enough… Anyway, I miss you both and also them. I know they won’t forgive me, but it’s okay. I don’t want them to forgive me. I am totally happy that they hate me to the core now. You know what, I met them, Jin and Tae and also their cousins. They all are happy and also sweet and kind. I know they are acting. I don’t want them to show any fake care for me… I will try my best to control myself. And about the monster, he is still th– leave it,” he said and started looking at the night sky. He smiled. Was it a happy smile or a sad smile? After some minutes, he went to bed and slept while looking at the moon.

Little did he know, there were still so many things waiting for him and his hyungs.

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how was the chapter guys, i tried my best…

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comment down your fav part… and yeah tell me, what you think about jk’s thoughts about his hyungs? why is he thinking like this?

so from the next chapter, there will soo many twists and turns… and i want to clear this thing, jk is not reffering yoona as his eomma, his eomma is someoneelse, she will be reaveled in upcoming chapter. (sorry for the spoiler hehe..)

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