Chapter 96

The next morning

Jin was at the home gym. Working out, his biceps were visible. His sweat adding extra beauty for his handsome face. He had been working out for 2 straight hours now, while thinking about everything.

Right now he was boxing. Giving a powerful punch in every hit. He kept punching the bag like he was mad. He had his teeth gritted and his eyes spoke only anger. Unspoken anger.

The things he has been through and the things that are  going on were enough for him.

“You fucking deserve to die Kim Yoonseong! I will show you the real hell! You will regret everything! How dare you involved my kook in that fucking mafia! You are a loser. You will regret it! I’ll not leave you this time! I won’t!” Jin screamed and punched the bag so hard that the stand fell down.

He panted and laid down on the floor. Taking off his gloves. He stared at the ceiling. He tilted his face, looking out from the large glass in the gym.

“Eomma wouldn’t be happy if she ever finds that you did all these! You killed little children by your fucking drugs! Involved me in your shits, made me kill aunt for your reputation! Involved kook in the mess! You don’t deserve anything Kim! You don’t deserve love from any of us! You deserve to get to see the hell!” Jin mumbled. He just laid there for a while, panting. Lost in thoughts.

After a few minutes, he got up and went to his room, took a quick shower, when he came out, he saw tae entering the living room, with hairs drenched with sweat, he looked angry, he was looking like he was controlling himself from bursting out in anger. But he was controlling. 

His knees had injuries and there was blood on it. Not big but worth worrying about. He also had fingerprints on his face He was still on his night dress, his shirt and his shorts. Though he looked angry, jin noticed the sadness as well.

Jin saw Kim behind him, wearing his casual dress, Jin threw the towel aside and rushed downstairs. “What the fuck you did huh?” Jin yelled at Kim, looking at tae’s wounds, Kim rolled his eyes and sat on the couch. “What happened bear?” Jin asked to tae, his voice was calm yet firm, “He…. He t-trained me!” Jin fumed in anger the instant he heard that.

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Two hours ago.

Tae was peacefully sleeping while hugging his pillow. He woke up with a jolt, when he felt someone pouring a jar of water on his face, tae gasped and woke. He looked at Kim with a confused look. “What the hell are you doing appa?” Tae yelled. Wiping the water away.

“It’s 5 in the morning and you are still sleeping? I tried waking you up by just calling you but no, you were so dreamy in your sleep!” Kim said, voice calm.

“Why the fuck should I wake up at 5?” Tae yelled at him, and the next moment there was a slap on his face, a hard one. He rarely gets that slap. He gritted his teeth in anger, trying to control himself.

“You and your brothers are provoking me everyday! Do as I say! I don’t need your fucking tantrum or anything! Just fucking listen to me Kim taehyung!” Kim yelled at him.

Tae didn’t even flinch just looked at his dad with furious eyes. “Wae! What the hell do you want huh?” Tae asked, and again an another slap, “fucking drop that attitude Kim taehyung!” Kim yelled.

Tae was fuming in anger right now. He wanted to throw Kim away and launch some good punches and ask him for the answers. But he had promised Jin that he wouldn’t do anything reckless…..

Kim dragged tae downstairs “what the hell are you doing fucking leave me appa” tae yelled, no responce. Kim went to the basement of the house. Tae’s eyes widened with realisation. He wanted to run away right now.

He knows what’s coming. Kim signalled the guard to open the door. When they entered the basement.

There was a Shooting area, yeah there was a shooting area in the basement. Tae saw the piles of guns in the stands. Alot of guns. “Aim and shoot,” Kim shoved tae to the center.

Tae glared at him. “Why would I? I can’t! I won’t do that!” Tae yelled. Kim shoved tae away again, but this time hard, making him fall with a jerk. He winced in pain

Then Kim held his hair, tae winced a lot, “fucking do what what I say, don’t make me show another side of me!” Tae looked at him with hurt eyes, eyes glistening with unshed tears.

Kim made tae stand up and went and grabbed a rifle. “Here do it,” Kim said, tae reluctantly took the gun from his hand. He looked at it with no idea. He seemed like he had no idea how to use that.

“Did you forget the training I gave you already? It’s been just a few years and here you don’t even know how to use a simple rifle!” Kim said and grabbed the rifle, tae glared at his dad, not saying anything. “Look Carefully, only once” Kim said and did the tutorial, telling step by step. But tae, He was just staring at his dad’ s actions.

Once Kim was done he handed the rifle to tae. Tae tried to do it, but he struggled. “I just fucking taught you Kim taehyung! Don’t you get that in you fucking brain? You are fucking weak! I don’t want my son to be this weak!” Kim scolded him. Tae just listened to his dad

Tae kept getting scolding and a few smacks from kim. Finally he learned how to load, literally after an hour. He was aiming now, each shot was not on the aiming board but somewhere else. Kim kicked tae’s knee. Taehyung yelped in pain and clutched his knee. In pain. Just like that the training went.

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“He trained me for shooting, in the basement!” Jin hearing those, felt his nerves bursting right now, “he did that?” Jin asked pointing at the fingerprints on his face and wounds on the knees. Tae slowly nodded

Jin lost it, he went towards Kim, who was now chilling in the living room. Jin took furious steps towards Kim and grabbed him by his color and threw a full forced hard punch. Making Kim turn his face away.

Kim turned to jin but again one another punch. It was hard. Kim chuckled bitterly and wiped the blood that came from the cut on his lips.

“How dare you hurt him? You have the permission to take him to the basement huh? You are a fucking monster. Isn’t it enough that you ruined our life. What the fuck you need huh” Jin yelled at Kim. Kim unbothered as usual concentrated on wiping the blood.

Then he said nonchalantly. “Why should I not? He is my son after all! My son needs to be the strongest. Everyone should fear him. He doesn’t even fucking know how to shoot with a rifle. He is so weak jin. Is this the way you raise him huh? Did I give him to you to raise him as a weak pathetic loser?”

Hearing the words Jin spatted back, “he has nothing to do with your illegal shit! He or jimin will never join the mafia Kim!” Kim glared at Jin and said “they will fucking join. It’s my order. They must join. If you don’t send them, you will regret Jin! With or without your opinion I will make them enter into the underworl——–” Kim was speaking but was cut off when Jin threw the jar on the floor making a loud noise.

Tae flinched at it. He saw his brother and father fighting again. That made his tears fall once again. “I said…. They. Won’t . Join. This is the full stop I give you! If you bring this topic once again you’ll regret that Kim! I won’t let you touch my brothers….”

Jin continued, his voice cold and threatening”You already did enough and you are going to regret that! i Swear, if eomma is seeing what you are doing to your sons she will probably be mad at you. She can never forgive you. NEVER!!” Jin yelled and grabbed tae’s hands and went upstairs. Kim stared at the shattered pieces of glass. Just like his own fucking life. He sighed and went off to his room.

Meanwhile with Jin and Tae.

Jin brought tae to his room. “Sit here! I’ll be there in a minute!” Jin said and went to the bathroom. Tae sat there looking at his lap. His eyes were filled with hurt. No more anger was there but there was innocence and vulnerability.

Soon Jin came with the first-aid kit. He kneeled down and took the antiseptic solution, he rubbed it with the cotton and said “It will sting a little, hold my left hand hmm? I’ll be quick!” Jin said softly, tae nodded in tiny.

Jin held tae’s hand with his left hand. Offering the comfort. Jin gently rubbed the spot with the solution. Tae winced at the intial tocuh. “Sorry sorry! Will be more gentle hmm!” Jin said, doing it witht the most care! He was sooo careful enough to not hurt his brother.

Soon Jin was done. He put the bandaid and sat beside tae. He took the cooling gel. Jin’ eyes glisteened at the way tae’s face had the fingerprints. He applied the cooling gel gently.

“Hyungie is sorry! I should have been there! I am really sorry bear” Jin said while doing it. “There is no fault of yours.” Tae siad. “I won’t let anything happen lyk this again. I am sorry! I won’t let that monster to even touch you anymore. I am really sorry” Jin said.

“I said don’t say sorry. There is no fault of yours hhung. Its all his fault.” Tae said, a tear slipping form his eyes

Seeing his brother’ tears, Jin slowly hugged tae, that’s it the dam broke. “He is sooo bad! I hate him! He so sooo bad” tae said crying lyk a baby.

“His scolding were way too harsh. I wasn’t thinking about myself but about you, other hyungs and kook. You all took training under him. Then he must have hurted you both right?” Tae asked.

Jin couldn’t deny the fact though. It’s real that Kim was so cruel with the training. Jin stayed silent, gritting his teeth in anger, already making a note to make Kim regret a lot again.

“I hate him a lot hyungie! I…I can’t believe that our appa became a monster! Everything was fine before eomma died! I miss her a lot! I miss her too much! I want her now!” Tae cried. Jin felt his eyes full with tears.

“I am here with you tae, I am here still! I’ll protect you both!” Jin said, tae didn’t say anything just cried.

“Its was too much for me itself. I am 24 andi couldn’t bear his scolding, but kook…. He was just 11, he must have scolded him too right?I hate him hyung. I hate appa!” Tae cried. Hearing those, jin made a self note once again to make Kim’s life hell.

After a few minutes, when Jin saw tae calmed he broke the hug and wiped his tears gently. “Don’t cry hmm! Hyungie is here!” Jin said softly, tae just gave a nod.

“You wanna take a leave today?” Jin asked, tae shook his head as no, “okay then, fresh up hmm! I’ll make your fav breakfast alright?” Jin said.

Tae nodded and got up to freshen up. Jin sighed in relief. “You will regret this action Kim!” Jin mumbled and got up and left to the living room. He saw it was cleaned. probably the maid cleaned it!

Jin went to the kitchen, the maid bowed him, he nodded and said “you all may leave! I’ll make breakfast!” The maid bowed and left. Jin started to cook breakfast.

His gestures were calm but his mind wasn’t. He saw Kim leaving the house talking to someone. Jin just spared a glance and went back to cooking.

After a while, Jungkook came downstairs. All ready for the university. He saw Jin arranging the food on the table. Jin smiled at him, “good morning kook!” Jin said warmly.

“Morning!” Jungkook said lowly, not looking at Jin. He just sat on the chair. He saw taehyung coming, he noticed the fingerprints on his face as well. “Morning kook” tae gave a smile, it was real.

Jungkook just nodded and looked down. Whenever he saw their smile he remembered Kim’s words “you don’t deserve to be loved or cared for!”

Jin served the food. They started eating. In silence. Jin spoke to lit up the mood. “Let’s go out today what say?” “Ani I have to go out today!” Jungkook said, his voice was soft but no emotion

“Where are going kook? With whom?” Jin asked, “just meeting my friends and hang out” Jungkook said a lie casually and took a bite. Jin nodded and said “but be home before 10 alright?” Jin said, Jungkook nodded, “if something is wrong… Just call me or any other hyungs immediately okay?” Tae said, Jungkook again nodded.

“Are you sick kook?” Jin asked suddenly making Jungkook look at him confused. “Ani! I am all fine!” He said, “you look down tdy! Anything happened?” Jin again asked. Jungkook stared at him, “ani I am good!” Jungkook said and continued eating.

“You know right you can tell me anything! We are here with you alright?” Jin said. Jungkook just gave a small nod.

Later that day

Jungkook was in a cafe, he was working on his laptop while sipping his boba tea. He had his headphones on. He looked up when he saw someone sitting before him. It was a man, he was young but a little older than Jungkook. He was not korean but looked like he was Italian.

“Seems like you waited a lot!” The man spoke in Italian, “did you check the cameras and other Michael?” Jungkook asked in Italian as well.

“Yep no one can identify me!” Michael said, Jungkook just hummed and showed him the computer. “This was all I could find,!” Jungkook said, “fine! so now I’ll brief you about the mission, but can you order me a shake” Michael said leaning back, Jungkook sighed and ordered for him.

“Ok so the thing is simple, get the documents from the right hand of red! The mission is going to be on the following week! Your thing is simple look for the documents! Capture him kill him!” Michael siad, Jungkook looked at him in disbelief, “what you mean by kill him?” Jungkook asked.

“Kill him means take his soul away! Just like you did to your suho hyung! Its probably your 2nd kill” Michael said casually, sipping on his shake, Jungkook’s hands trembled, “I…I cant! You or anyone doit!” Jungkook said.

“No you must do it! You are the assassin here! I’ll be guiding you!” Michael said, “I said I can’t!” Jungkook raised his voice” I won’t kill anyone!” Jungkook said his voice trembling slightly

michael’s eyes darkened. “Want me to report you to the boss? Or want me to beat you until you lose your consciousness? It’s an order and you must do it! And your dad made this order! If you want to argue… Argue with him you little shit!” Michael said, jungkook’s eyes widened in disbelief.

His own father wants him to be a killer?

Again?

“I… I cant. That’s it” Jungkook said packing his things in a hurry. “Why are you so scared of Jungkook? It’s just a matter of one soul! You have already killed someone right? Its just like that!”

Michael continued, but his voice was bitter this time. “But a little different that one was close to you and was a nice person but this guy is not nice or close to you! So it’s easy right you can kill him in a matter of second! Michael siad nonchalantly.

Jungkook’s breath hitched. Memories of his past flashed

“Appa please! I cant! Appa please!”

“Ju….jung…Jungkook” (Suho’s voice)

“Hyung look at me please please! I am sorry I am sorry! Please don’t leave me! You promised me! Please hyung pleaseeee”

“Appa…appa,.. please… Appa noo, no appa, ”

Jungkook tried to be calm. His eyes glistened. “I am not in this mission tell your boss!” Jungkook said coldly pushing away the documents and leaving form there.

Meanwhile Michael chuckled and took the file “soo pitiful” he said bitterly.

Jungkook took his bike, not wearing his helmet, he started his bike driving though the busy streets. His eyes were  hurt, sad, broken. “He wanted me to be a killer again? How could he?”  That was the only thought he had.

He was in lost in his thoughts and was mindlessly driving fast through the roads. He parked his bike near the spot, once he and tae came. It was a peaceful garden. No noise just peace.

He sat on the bench, seeing the sunset. He just sat there numb. He took his phone when he heard the ring, it was kim. He sighed and hesitated before picking It.

He kept silent. “What the fuck you think huh?” Kim’s yell heard. “I need to ask you that!” Jungkook spat back, his voice calm. “Why the fuck are you this much eager to make me as a killer huh? I said I will join this shit but not kill the others!” Jungkook asked, his voice trembling.

“This shit you mentioned is this mafia empire. This is full of deaths and crimes and illegal works! If you are a mafia you must kill, torcher, do everything like a demon does. When you enter this mafia you turn like a demon! There is no space for an angel or a kind heart hesitating to take a life!” Kim said

“I am not a heartless monster like you Kim! I can’t kill anyone just like you do! I can’t do this mission” Jungkook spatted. Voice trembling, few tears flowing already. .

“I know how to fix you! I don’t know when the hell you’ll understand your lesson but I’ll make sure you’ll regret being like this Jungkook! You are nothing but a burden for me! Can’t even fucking obey my words! You can better be dead instead of being a burden and a useless shit! You should have died that day!” Jungkook heard everything, his eyes shed the tears nonstop. Kim hung the call after that.

Jungkook kept his phone away. He tried to control his tears but he couldn’t. He wanted to hell and cry now. But he cried silently. He covered his face with his palm crying hard.

his own father wanted him to kill someone? He is just 19! He is already a killer at 16!

He has a traumatic childhood which no one should have! And all the reason was kim.

His own father!

If he wanted to make him cry and wish for his own son’ s death why did he agreed to have him? Just to say these bitter words? To make him question himself whether he should live or not? Isn’t it too cruel for a father like him?

Jungkook kept crying hard and hard. He just poured everything. Just last night his dad came, and now he is here crying!

Minutes passed. Finally Jungkook stopped crying hard, but still tears flowed, his chest seemed like it was soo tight! He didn’t gave attention to it anyway. Just stayed there, he heard a girl speaking. “Done with your crying?” She asked, Jungkook looked at her with teary doe eyes, not speaking nor leaving.

“Here!” She passed a hankey to him, it was neatly folded. Jungkook hesitated. “Its not like I put some poison in it! Its safe” she said, giving him a little smile. Jungkook sniffled and took the hankey, he wiped his tears with it.

“Here! I brought two! You can eat it! You should eat something sweet when you are sad!” The girl passed the dumpling she brought. Jungkook hesitated but took it anyway. He then mumbled “gomawo” Jungkook took  a bit of the sweet dumpling. The girl smiled and started eating hers. They both sat there in silence comfort. “What happened? Your parent scolded? Or you lost something or  lonely?” The girl asked, Jungkook looked at her.

That’s when he noticed he properly. She was wearing her casual dress, a shoe, wearing her bucket cap, her eyes was soft, she had a mole near her left eyes, which was attractive.

Jungkook didnt say anything and just looked away. “Hmm seems like you are soooo sad! A sad little bunny!” The girl said, “I am not a bunny, stop calling me that!” Jungkook siad, voice hoarse.

“Ani you are a bunny! Look at those doe eyes! Just a like a little bunny! And your face is just like that. I swear you must have a bunny smile isn’t it?” The girl asked. Jungkook sighed and took another bite.

The girl rolled her eyes and spoke “common bro speak! What happened? Okay let me find! Did you fell down? Did you shit on you pants itself? Or maybe…. You must have lost a vedio game? Or you failed in proporsal? Did she say no? Ohhh it must be that, she said no right? Poor you!” The girl was making a whole new story by herself.

“Woah woah stop miss, I didn’t get dumped by any gurl! Not shit my pants nor fell down or lost a game And why should I share my problems with a stranger huh?” Jungkook asked.

“We are strangers? But my hankey is with you, I gave a dumpling, and we are sitting here together for about 15 min, I saw you cry that’s why I approached. Oh or is it because we still didn’t introduce… Okay I am Kim Yoo-jung…. I am 19! What about you?” She asked

“why should I say my name to a stranger huh?” Jungkook asked. Yoo-jung gave him a deadpan look. She looked at his uniform, it had his name, she took a few second sto read and said “Kim Jungkook! Right?” Yoo-jung said, Jungkook rolled his eyes and said “its oppa for you… I am 23” Jungkook said adjusting his coat. Clearly lying.

“Oppa? You look so young dude! I thought you were a school boy you know?” She said, Jungkook looked at her in disbelief.

“I am 23 okay! Not a school boy! Better call me oppa!” Jungkook said, “okay understood oppa! Okay oppa? Are you satisfied oppa! Oppa oppa, oppaaa” Yoo-jung was playful and it made Jungkook chuckle,

“See see I guessed it right! You have a bunny smile! A bunny oppa! Ohh wow!” Jungkook just smiled again, yoo-jung has made him smile Today. Just a random girl making him smile when he is crying. It have never happened in Italy.

Yoo-jung took her phone when she heard the ring, she excused herself “one minute!” She said and answered. Her cheerful voice was gone, “nae… Nae… Understood eomma!” She sighed and hung the call.

“Okay then I’ll leave now! Don’t cry like this for a girl oppa! I am sure you’ll get a good girl in your future, bye bye” Yoo-jung said playfully, Jungkook gave her a deadpan look but smiled at the end and waved at her.

After she left, he looked at the dumpling she gave still half there, he chuckled at it and chuckled while saying “oppa”. “Ahhh she is soo funny” he took the other biren sitting there, looking at the place getting darker. He then stood up, the uneasiness in his chest was still there. But he shrugged it off and just took his bike and went to his house

With Jin

He was in the meeting room, Haein was with him. No one else was there. Haein was focused on the work but he wasn’t. He was spinning hus pen, fully lost in his thoughts and his mind was a mess.

Jin spoke hesitantly “Umm haein-ah…” , “nae?” Haein asked not looking at him. “C-can I ask why you and kook are not speaking?” Jin finally asked that.

Haein’s movements stopped. Her breath hitched. She looked at Jin. Is she going to tell him what happened? Will Jin bear that?

“Y..you can tell me when you are ready to tell… But c-can I ask this alone?” Jin said, hasin nodded hesitantly, “does Jungkook or you know someone named Lee Suho?” Jin asked suddenly and that made haein froze.

“I..I am asking because a few days before Jungkook called me ‘suho hyungie‘ in his sleep. Not exactly sleep, but he was scared that time, there were thunder so he got scared. When I was trying to make him calm he just looked at me and said ‘suho hyungie‘…. After that he was like broken and lost like he was searching for someone….” Jin said observing haein’s face, haein was sooo nervous now,

How is she going to tell him that his own brother killed his hyung?

“Umm here it is him! His name is Lee suho!” Jin showed a picture of suho to haein, haein gulped looking at the photo then she looked at Jin.

“Do you know him haein-ah?” Jin asked, his voice full of hope.

Haein stared at his face, she saw the hope in his face, she opened her mouth to say. “Yes“

Guess who is back! Sorry guys!

How was it? Is it good? And yeah Jin is going to find about the other secret sooon… Excited? I am soo excited to write it! So better motivate me please..

I wrote this in my lappie! So there will be a lot of mistakes…. I am soo sorry for it!

Anyway share your thoughts guys! And bear with it guys! I am 10th! The teacher are soooo cruel 🥲

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